being conscious blows my mind
I like to take walks and sometimes on those walks, while I am admiring the nature/scenery, I realize how insane it is for me to be experiencing. For my mind to give me the ability to think, have memories to feel, to think about my own thinking. These days it boggles my mind to think about how many years came before I even remembered my first one. Sometimes the thought of all this coming to end scares me, but I think for the most part... every moment that I can continue to process and experience is a blessing.